It’s a buzz-phrase at our house, a morality tale of what NOT
to do. Do NOT write something
embarrassing – such as “Precious Peanut Goes to College” – on your rear window
when you take your kid to move-in day.
I took my kid in August.
I didn’t write anything on my window, spill food on myself, or fall down. We didn’t wrangle over how to set up her half
of the room. I didn’t wrangle with her
roommate’s parents, either!
I over-think things, and so far I’ve thought of LOTS of
emotional trap doors and pitfalls possibly awaiting me, so if they arose, I could
recognize them and plow forward without falling in. For example...
...I thought of the possibility that when she left it might be like losing her Dad all over again. But it wasn’t. It was entirely different. See, this is all good. So far.
...I thought of the possibility that when she left it might be like losing her Dad all over again. But it wasn’t. It was entirely different. See, this is all good. So far.
And yes, I know there’s a vine-covered snare in my future, and one day soon I’ll find myself dangling upside down muttering “didn’t see that coming.”
But for now, she likes the roommate, likes the hall mates, likes
the food, likes her classes, and got her dream job in the library. And her dorm looks like something out of Hogsmeade. She’s happy; I’m happy.
The thing I had my antennae in a twist over - the
four-hour solo drive home on I-70, I-270, I-71, and I-275 with corresponding
exiting and merging without my navigator - was logistical, not emotional. And it went fine.
Before she left I read an editorial by a father about how
hard it was to let his kid go, the empty room, etc. It was well said, but I had to wonder, “are
you just now thinking of these
things?”
I’ve been letting her go – or at least loosening my grip –
for years.
Contributed by Elaine Jack, Assistant Editor, Today's Family magazine.
Contributed by Elaine Jack, Assistant Editor, Today's Family magazine.
Fantastic post Elaine! Congrats to your Peanut.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful and so true. Blessings, Ginny Brown
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